Again I find myself procrastinating on my schoolwork and writing on here instead. Actually, to my credit, I really don't write on here enough to consider it a valid form of procrastination. Usually I just check my email and the facebook for the 57th time to see if I have any new messages. And the sad thing is, life has actually gotten so busy that I sometimes have three or four new emails to handle, even though I just cleared my box 30 minutes prior. I'm actually at the point where it would be a relief not to have any email when I check it. Fat chance... Last year I had problems with having an over-abundance of time...to the point that I'd go home and nap so that I could kill time before the next big thing I had to do. It was either nap, or eat and watch TV. So I slept a lot. This year, I sleep about as much as I used to nap and I'm always going and going...doing something or, more often, wasting time when I have a huge list of things to do (therefore contributing to my sleep-deprivation). I realize this is not healthy. I think realization is the first step to recovery...or something like that. But I've been at this state of realization for quite some time now and I don't seem to be moving toward any type of recovery. It's a good thing I'm not an alcoholic. I don't think I would be very good at AA...

Today has been productive though, I got some reading done and finished planning Bible Study for tomorrow. I'm looking forward to it--also to Women's Night next week and getting 1 Corinthians started. I love getting to be involved in the leadership side of things--getting to really meditate on the passages and topics and discuss them once with the other leaders before I bring them on Tues with all my girls. This should be challenging for me, but all in a good way--in that it motivates me to really go deep in my time with the Lord.

Anyways, I think I've met my random-thoughts-for-the-evening quota.

Signing off...