Reasons

Because I can't control my heart.
Because I love music.

when pain turns to years
it goes away
a memory far gone
so bitter sweet
and sweet it is, it is, to taste recovery
the loss of my friend

and why haunts this hunger
to love her
my ship set its sail
a long time ago
and my mind has said its farewell
and my lips have declared "it's time"
but my heart cannot say its goodbye

now it's only in my dreams
that i've been there
her eyes so in love
her kiss so real
now if only i could stay
and dream a while
if a dream lasts a lifetime

my ship's set its sail
but still at shore
my heart cannot say its goodbye

__Shane and Shane

Because my fortune cookie said, "You will win favors when you expand your social circle."
Because I ate the food before the cookie.

It's like I have cancer. And I know that the chemotherapy is going to work--like I saw a vision of the future and I know I'm going to get healed. But it still hurts. I trust in God. I know He's going to bring me healing. I am confident in that. But that doesn't take away the pain that is right now.

Because I'm not in control.

Rest. Rest.